I thought so...
Well, this morning I had some "dirtyness" when I cleaned myself.
Obviously, PMS signs, as you can see my previous posts.
So, another month goes by and I'm just as I started.
Yes, I'm starting to get monothematic and boring, but I really can't help it, I'm starting to convince myself I will never be able to get pregnant.
Worst of all, E is not in his best moment, he's having trouble to sleep, has been nauseous some weeks now, I think there's something wrong with his sugar levels again, so this morning we went to take him some exams, because I think that's affecting our TTC journey also.
Well, you know how this day goes, moaning and getting upset and all. I don't think I'll get my period today, but probably tomorrow or saturday morning, at the most.
The only different thing I can tell about is that I've already decided to by those OPK, but I'm thinking if I wait till I really get my period (just in case) or buy them right away as to receive them sooner. I think I'll do that, in the worst (or best) of the cases I won't use them now but they last 2 years, so then I can use them. But of course, I will have to use them next month, I can't believe I'm still hoping!!!
Lousy post, I'm sorry!
2 Comments:
Josefina,
Don't give up until you actually start your period. Many, many people have some spotting before getting a positive. (Some of us, like me, get it after as well!)
I know how frustarting it can be, but stay positive. I used OPKs every month and liked them a lot because they were really reliable and took all of the guess work out of figuring when I ovulated. I used them without temping for the majority of the time.
You are in my thoughts!
I'm so sorry. Don't know anything to say beyond that. Hang in there. Definitely get the OPKs - I think they'll help a lot.
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